I'm 31 years old's woman, will become 32 in this April. I'm a journalist but i'm also a normal woman who adores someone. Maybe for mine, it's a little awkward.
In my case, i love Justin Bieber. At first, i saw how he's an adorable kid who wants makes her mom at ease. So he help her earn money as a street's singer. He's so little, but yet concern about his mom. And then, i saw when he acknowledged by famous label and also by one famous artist. I saw when he became famous and more famous after that. Of course i see it in youtube, not with my own eyes.
Later, with his songs, he makes my world more colorful. I remember when i was listen his very first song, "Baby". That moment, i was heart broken. i fell in love with someone, but he didn't even know about it. Believe it or not, i'm listen to that song about 100 times a day for a full month. I thought that song is look like my heart. "I thought you always be mine" but he's not. That song accompany me and makes me recover soon.
One day, i found his new song at that time featuring Chris Brown titled "Next To You". That song make me feel like treasures as a woman. At that time, i'm only grateful for what God had made me into.
After that, i began to search his another song. I've got so many that i like. "Pray", "Believe", "Favorite Girl", "Out of Town Girl", "Dr. Bieber", "Omaha Mall", "Down To Earth", "Nothing Like Us", "Yellow Raincoat", "Happy New Year", "Boyfriend", "Never Say Never", "Beauty and The Beat", "That Should Be Me", "Hold Tight", "As Long As You Love Me", "All Around The World", and many more.
These songs always with me whenever i am. I feel the beat, i feel the spirit, i feel the heart, i feel it in my very deep heart. When i was down, i will listen to "Believe" or just play Justin's song randomly.
I also saw him put an effort, the best one to create the great music. I saw him when he's sometimes fatigue but still cares about his fans. He maybe bored, but he always put the best effort. I saw how he dances to the max. He exercise for the performance but also have to study. It's a hard life, but he came to manage it.
He even care about his father who's abandoned him and his mom, he also cares about his step and love them.
But i also saw he's a normal boy who need love, a true love. Maybe he's got it from his mom, but he's also need it from others person. His heart is soft enough that get hurt very bad. Even if he can manage difficulties task, but he's still need heart's charger. He need warmth from his loved ones.
I love the songs he wrote. It tells about what in his mind, courage, even love. But famous, money, loneliness, broken heart, etc make it blur. Day by day, i saw him became a different person i used to know. But i believe that someday, he will changed into what he have been created for, it's a lovely man, fear of God, and still enthusiastic for a better world.
If i meet with him someday, i just wanna say. "I'm always be your fans, even i'm old enough. Just keep going to make this world a better one. Keep recharge your soul and find God, who can satisfied you. Keep give the best and be the best as you can...."
